What home means to me
Home, adverb: to the place where one lives; noun: the place where one lives
permanently; adjective: of or
relating to the place where one lives; verb:
returning by instinct to its territory after leaving it.
to my town after nearly three years away. My town is a small place at the
bottom of the world. The sky is big here. It is as far from the Netherlands as
one can get.
Coming back has
taken more stamina and courage than I have had to exercise in a long time. It
has been infinitely harder than the original move away. This town has nurtured
me but has also been a place of heartache. Coming home, I have had to negotiate
this anew and find my own space in the middle of loss and hope.
reasons, and others, it has taken me awhile to sink into life here. Small
things are freshly unknown: my body is confused that it is spring again; my
palate is taking a long time to adjust to spring food when I am expecting
autumnal food; I walk on the wrong side of the road; I don’t know how much a
bus fare is, or where streets are that I should know as well as the lines of my
heart. Being displaced in your hometown is disorienting and exhausting. But it
is miraculous to see your hometown with new eyes and an open heart. Small
things feel like huge gifts.
In the midst of
big changes, I am newly grateful for the little joys that this place offers me.
Bright stars, clean air, big sky, space, time. You can see the water from
almost every spot in this town. The food is fresh and I know the farms it comes
from, and the farmers that have brought it to me. The weekend newspapers are in
a language I understand. I feel my capabilities in the English language
returning, after years of being dulled by living and working in other
languages. I never realised I would be so grateful for the ability to have a
conversation with every person I meet.
Last night, I
had friends over for supper for the first time in my new home. I wanted the
food to be truly spring-like; fresh and new and full of promise. I pan-fried
fat spring lamb in some mint and lemon and oil; sautéed zucchini and
cauliflower in garlic, butter, and shaved over some parmesan; roasted potatoes;
and lined the plates with baby butter lettuce. I made a huge lemon tart for
dessert. We had real conversation, good sauvignon blanc, and my new snoring
puppy at our feet. And I wouldn’t have been anywhere else in the world. I was
What does home mean to
If you want to read the blog that started this whole thing off, read Russell Kelly's
is a Melbourne-based Tasmanian. Raised in Hobart, Sophie lived in The Hague for
three years, prior to commencing a PhD at the Melbourne Law School in 2012.
Hobart is still the place her heart nests in; and Sophie is looking forward to
the day she will return home “for good”. Sophie is particularly passionate
about harnessing the potential for expat Tasmanians to be meaningfully involved
in their original home. She tweets at @sophiejrigney, occasionally blogs at www.thelittlejoys.com (where this post
originally appeared), and has contributed to The Conversation, The Drum, New
Matilda, and GriffithREVIEW’s online edition 39 (“Tasmania: The Tipping
You might also be interested in the Two Girls's response to Russell's post:
contacted the Two Girls via twitter and let us repost this great blog piece.
She’s also written an update and we’ll post it next week.
Sophie for a beautiful piece. If you'd like to write a piece of 500 words or less on what home means to you, please email us here. We'd love to hear from you.
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